Monthly Archives: July 2008

Open doors

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Have you ever had one of those days, where you just feel blessed? I am having one of those days today. The day started out simple enough… woke up early to take Hannah to the dog beach with Josh and his parents, ate breakfast at Coco’s (it’s peach season, and we had pancakes with peaches and whipped cream). Josh and I went to the computer store and bought me a new keyboard and mouse for my office. I whittled away a few hours on the computer… ran and bought my older sister a birthday present….

It’s a typical lazy Saturday, and nothing particular makes this day better than any other, yet, I feel different today. I feel lucky. I feel amazed that I get to do something I love for work, I feel happy to be married to Josh and to be spending the day with him, I feel blessed that I am so close to my sisters, and I feel healthy and focused.

I must admit that I cried the day I lost my job at the mortgage company because I knew it meant big changes in my life. I never imagined that doors would open for me, and that opportunities I hadn’t even thought of would present themselves. I won’t say that it all has been easy, because it hasn’t… (and sometimes still isn’t) but waking up each morning knowing that I get to be at home, and allowing myself an outlet for creativity has made me a much happier person than I was before.

As much as Josh’s job pains me sometimes with the amount they have him traveling, I am also thankful for it! The amount of time we spend apart, makes us all the more grateful for the times we are together. He calls every night that he’s away willing and ready to talk to me about his day, and asking about mine… I can’t say we do that for each other when he’s home. (Or at least we don’t think to).

This blog has also been a blessing to me in so many ways. I have used it to share peeks into my home, to ramble on about nothings, and to work through some very personal heartaches. I feel like this last year has just flown by. Many of you have been there with me every step of the way… and I just wanted to say thank you.

Thank you! Thank you to all you sweet friends who make it possible for me to feel blessed. With your patronage, with your emails, with your comments. You all lift my spirits on a regular basis, inspire me to create, and make my life happier. I love you all for that, so much!   

Pink and Green

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This week in our flickr group, Shades of Inspiration, we chose a color pairing for the first time. Pink and green is the color combo for the challenge. It’s a tough one for me, since I am surrounded by neutrals in my home. But after editing and seeing the end result of this photo… I am happy I challenged myself, as I adore the finished image!  If you aren’t playing with us already, please do join in the fun. You can join the group, and then sit out a round or two, and play only when you feel inspired to. The challenges change each week, so there is always a new chance to inspire yourself and others! Hope to see you there!   

Still hopeful

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Just wanted to say thank you to all of you sweet souls who commented on our fertility issues. Josh and I are still hopeful and haven’t ruled out adoption. I honestly have tried not to even think about it this last year while the business has been growing. I hear that one of the best ways to get pregnant is to stop trying, so that is what my heart is shooting for at the moment! :)

Thank you again for your well wishes and prayers. They are much appreciated. Have a great weekend!

My Hannah Christine

Nancy is hosting a Pet Show today. You can view the details on her fun blog here: My Crafty Little Page

She invited me to join in the fun, and I couldn’t resist an opportunity to talk about my pretty girl Hannah.

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We bought Hannah after our first failed attempt at fertility treatments. She was a much needed pick me up and our "interim" daughter until we could find a way to have children. Although we are still struggling with fertility, I do feel like a mom when it comes to this silly little girl.

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Hannah has given me countless hours of joy and laughter. She makes me laugh and smile everyday. She has such a fun personality and is really such a goofy dog. I have taught her quite a few tricks that impress all of our friends like "ballerina" (she spins around in a circle when you say ballerina), sit, speak, whisper, high five, shake, lay down, and not quite "roll over" but were are working on it.

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She is a chocolate lab and is crazy ball obsessed when we go to the dog beach. She will swim out in the ocean and catch her ball no matter how far Dad throws it out (and even when Mom is yelling at him that it’s too deep!).

When she’s in trouble I call her Hannah Christine.. which is my middle name that I share with my Mom. I always wanted to pass it down to my daughter… so now I have. :) Josh gets jealous though and calls her "Hannah Paul" which is his middle name…. (She is in trouble on a regular basis for eating the kitty food).

There you have it… my pretty girl Hannah Christine. Wouldn’t trade her for the world.   

My wild garden

I have to admit, I am a terrible gardener. Well, that may not be totally true… I am good at putting plants together in groupings, planting them, and even picking them out in the nursery, but I am TOTALLY lazy when it comes to caring for them (probably the most essential part of being a good gardener…lol). And I hate to weed….mainly because I am terrified of bees and we have a lot of bees in our yard due to the lavender we planted, and also because it’s hard work and needs to be done all the time. When I actually get down on my hands and knees and start weeding, something will buzz on by my ear.. and I scream like a four year old and run for my life inside the house. I even make Josh pick my roses for me sometimes because there will be too many bees around for me to go out there… :)

Josh thinks it’s ridiculous and tries to show me that the bees don’t even go near him when he’s out there… but I assure him that they can smell my fear and would sting me. He doesn’t think that it’s true… but I think he needs to watch Jerry McGuire again so he can see it is! :)

I went out into my overgrown weed infested garden today to take some photos… lucky for me with a telephoto lens I don’t need to be that close to the bees!

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Even when snapping that shot of the bee up there my eye had to constantly look over my camera to reassure me it wasn’t as close as it appeared. I know I’m a chicken… what can I say?